be yourself..:)

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

friends...:|

when we talk about friends,its hard to describe...

ade kwn yg jnis x bole dikongsi2,ade pulak jnis kwn yg baek dgn sume...

saje wat intro mcm tu..act,i just want to xpress ap yg tga terbuku dlm hati ni...
myb most of readers will say "ala,ko ni pkir sgt sa hal mcm ni..wat bodo suda.."..
mmg pon x dinafikan..but my heart is so sensitive...how could I not to think about it?

to my dearest friend(kalaulah dye tahu ni dye),i love you so much...i want to b by ur side..owez..coz u owez make me happy n i owez want to make u happy...tp sbnrnye,ap la sgt...to be ur bestfren is just like impossible coz kte bru je knl...n u pon da ad ur bestfren...

n td ble nmpk mate yg merah mcm sdeyh je...
me:nape ni?
u:xde pape...(okay,thts lame..=.=')

myb smtin wrong tp ak rse mcm xde hak nk tany...
then when u go out,i try to follow u...
but then my steps terberhenti dgn cepatnye,
coz u r wif ur frenz...
then i just leave u...
*mcm drama pon ada..hahaXD...pape je la arina ni..


ntahlah...just na rpt coz i feel like nobody here can cheer me like u do...
tp ble dpt warn wlupun mcm maen2,but smtimes i feel like x bole rpt dgn ko..
ape pndpt korg when someone says "dont steal my friend!"...
u will feel guilty when u close to him/her rite although its not seyes?
bkn ape,myb i feel that bcoz it happenned to me..T.T
*da..abaikan..

but anyway thanx 4 being such a nice fren to me...
u r a good friend..
ily,imy...<3.

p/s=i'm not les oke!!:PP

Sunday, January 2, 2011

2011

Alhamdulillah,masih dipanjangkan umur untuk menjejakkan diri dalam tahun 2011...
kali ni,terasa kesunyian menyambut tahun baru.biasanya,detik 12 malam mesti akan countdown...ngan mama or sape2 la....but this time,so lonely...

i'm on my bed,just heard other people outside there countdown...n the sound of fireworks(bkn lgu firework oke...:P)....rse na nanges pon ade...tp bkn ape sgt pon...biasenye ade org anta msg epy new year,,,berduyun2...
tp kali ni.............xde pon....mmg sunyi la...smpai pgi besoknyr pon xde lg mcg...
hmm...;(...

nevermind,just le the past, n start a new life....hope this year will be better than my last year...but i know bnyk gle keje na dibuat...mybe this year lbih mencabar...but i'll make it more fun1..huhu(ye2 je)....

skrg ni pon tga dmm~...cpt2 la baek oi....huhu...ya Allah,berikan aku kesihatan badan untukku menunaikan segala tanggungjawab ku dengan baik...amin...

Saturday, January 1, 2011

royal 2010

sebenarnya,da lame nak post.tp sblm ni hajat x kesampaian...bz sgt kot...anyway,saje nak kongsi dgn semua...

ROYAL~2010 
dis is my experience g debat...:)..it's fun...mcm2 da jadi..huhu...n rmai kwn baru...dat is da most important...
let me tell one by one...

mcmane boleh involve???
kia:sape yg minat na msuk debat?
me:nak msuk...(tibe2 je..XD)
kia:seyes ni?owg na anta name n no ic ni...
me:emm,seyes kot..nk la...
kia:oke...sape lg nk?
fidah:ak nk jgk...
kia:btul ke ko nk msuk...
fidah;ak kalau arina masuk ak on je..(haha:DD...fidah ni)
kia:oke la..ak anta name tau...

mcm tu la lbeyh kurang cternye..not exactly la...
then,1st time training dgn sorg mamat PASUM yg ak x pernah nmpk pun sblm ni..
SHAHRULAIDI...skip>>>

hanya beberapa kali je praktis.but start mggu na pergi da hari2 kne praktis..penat gler...balik kul bape..nvr mind..skip lagi:((>>>...
tibe la mse bertolak ke UTHM,JOHOR...

mlm b4 pergi tdo kul 5 pagi...bgun kul 6.50 kot...skjp jeh...then da siap trun kul 8.30..*thanx mira coz teman:))*

tgu kat bawah...tp xde org pon...biar btol...igt kan da g..rpe2nyer sme x siap ag...huhu..i'm da 1st..
naek bas...duduk je dlm bas,trus tdo...ngantuk gler...+.+...zZZzzzz(xtau ap yg berlaku mse ni.dgr dyeowg wat bising jeh..)
sdr2 benti kat rnr....

pas mkn,nmpk la taman..:P..kteowg yg kbosanan ni pon maen la..XD..sbnrnye ad tanda.."kanak2 shj"..tp mase tu mcm buat2 xnmpk je la..:P


                                                                     haha...see???

                                           nmpk x ad tulis "knk2 shj" kat situ..XD

                            tp ak pon terlibat...:PP

then g baskin robin...bdk2 ni minx belon..ak yg bli aiskrim...adesss..=.='

                                                                         nyummy~

msuk la bas balik...mse ni x tdo da...bru la borak2 ngan sme2...bru knl2...part yg pling best is the TEKA-TEKI...n BLACK MAGIC...mcm2 tol....tp swonok r..haha....

......da sampai.....

msuk la blik...agk berhabuk la..pandai2 la kms....tp kat sini mmg bnyk ulat gonggok...eeeeeeeee~xp
xpela..abaikan...bsoknye bertanding...mls la na cter sume mende....
mse free g jln2...tgk wyg,men bowling,karaoke....(x igt tu bdk pasum tgh tggl kls yg berlmbk2..haha)
enjoy glerrr....

na blik UM smule rse mls sgt2..aduyai...pnt+boring...tp na wat cne an...ape pon...royal mmg best..:))
mari sy knl kan ahli2 royal..:))


ni AMAL,org yg pling rapat time royal...knl pon time royal..XD...mase mule2 nmpk mcm sombongnye...tp try la tgur..."hi,sy arina"...formal gler..klaka la...then time kat uthm la bru knl dye...baek orgnye...n memahami...dye ske tgk karakter org...n bole tahu ciri2 seseorg tu...hee~tp an amal ni,kalau bersiap..lame....pnt deh nak tgu...xpelah,nseb bek cantik..:DD..semua nak knl amal....pastu ske tany "btul2?" kalau dye x caye smtin...huhu...



KIA...b4 dis da knl tp x knl sgt...but ble time royal ni la bru dpt knl dye sbnrnye...sensiif orgnye...baek je...mgkin klu org laen yg x nmpk xkan tahu sape die...ni pon lagi sorg siap lmbt...wsenye org cntik ni mmg perlukan mse lebih sket utk mencantikkan diri mereka yg dh sedia cntik..:DD...n ske sgt amek gmbr...pnuh gmbr dye saje dlm fon ak..haish...haha..tp xpe..

FIDAH...ni mmg da lame knl la kan..tau da bdk sorg ni cne...pidah sllu menceriakan keadaan yg sgt sunyi,,,haha...ckp x benti...n try to ceriakan org yg sdg tegang...n dye sllu gak ceria..:))..n digosipkan dgn LAN..hee~


abg AZZAIRI...orgnye yg sgt lawak...n sgt ske menceriakan org lain...tp sgt kuat kelentong..haha...sket2 ckp "seyes2"...nk bg org confident..tp mmg da trg2 dye kelentong..haha...pape je la...n ske gak ckp "wat i miss?","wat so eva"...n ape ntah lg...tp dye la yg pling baek ngan sme...bnyk membantu..thanx...n da first one call me "AYIN"..haha..x bley bla...so,i call him "abg AJAI"...:pp...



abg DAUS...smtimes seyes,smtimes funny...tp ble buat lwk mmg la lwk...(mmg la wat lwk jd lwk...=.=??)..ske sgt tiru gaye org lain...haha..baek je orgnye...n bnyk jgk membantu...thanx..



LAN...ni la penyelamat group debat kami(junior 2)...digelar wikipedia bergerak...haha..so genius...smue mende ad dlm kepale dye...dr A-Z...mamat ni kalau gelak mmg x egt dunie terus....haish...n ske sgt wat sweet..gentleman r tuh..haha...n digosipkan ngan pidah..due org ni mmg la saje je...tp dye owg xde pape pon sbnrnye..just frenz..:)



abg ARIF...nmpk cm senyap je org nye...tp berckp la jgk...rmai org ske tgk bulu mate dye...haha...sgt pnjg...
dye pon pnjg orgnye...:D...mgkin org yg pling baek antre org lain...hahahaha....


abg ADI...hahaha...sgt comel...ske sbut "like2 jah"...tp ske gak emo x psl2..haha...tp dye maen2 je...sllu gak wat drama ngan abg asri...



yg len ak x knl sgt....
shahrul-kdg keras pale gak dye ni...tp act dye baek je...cme,ad smtin psl dye yg ad org tau,ad org x tau...ntahlah...----
abg dayat-org yg sgt smart terutama dlm pemakaian...mcm tentera pon ade...
abg asri-ckp x henti2...time nak blek ske ckp.."TYDP,mereka x tunjukkan.."..haha..dye tru gaye smone..x knl pn sape...wlupun dye ad pndpt sndri tp dye still trime pndpt org lain...
lukman-org yg ckpnye ksr...tp try utk berlembut ble ckp ngan pompuan...ye la...dr kcik skula laki kan...
wee-org cina kelantan...ske dgr dye ckp..haha...bnyk jgk membantu time royal...n mementingkan smgt berpasukan------.-


thats the review tntg org2 dlm royal...
kpd org2 di atas~
maaf kalau ad tersalah bicare n smtin yg x kne n 4 da pics kalau x ske or xde....thanx 4 everything...goodluck..:)

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

yang terbaik Tuhan berikan

kdg2 kte rase bahagia,kdg2 kte rse sdeyh...tapi semua tu mmg perlu..mcm piano,yang HITAM bunyinya mcm sumbang,yang PUTIH bunyinya sedap sket,tapi bila dimainkan due2 tu,akn menghasilkan satu MELODI yg sgt merdu...:)

that's life...ad suka n duka...

sbnnrnye tu la yg ak sdg lalui....
kelmarin ak rse down sgt....tensen yang teramat sgt..smpai rase na gile pon ade..
serabut yg amat sgt...smpai x dpt na buat ape...

but ALLAH itu MAHA ADIL...
hari ni ak rse hepi n syukur dgn sgale yg Allah kurniakan..
hari ni keluar result...:)
alhamdulillah..aku syukur dgn apa yang Allah berikan..
walaupun x perfect,tp da menunjukkan jelas hala tuju aku lps ni...
n that's important...
my sis plak da konfemkan kad yg ak anta sampai kat sk dye...
her friend da amek..
so,x sia2 la ak wat kad tu..tp kcewa sket sbb kad tu na bg smgt wktu SPM,
tp dpt pas da abes..haha..xpelah..asalkan sampai..
ala DIDI,da bijak kan..hee~
and I'm happy today dgn kwn2 ak..
new fren..
luv u all..:))

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

sharifah zieadatun

siapa sangka...semalam kita ketawa dgnnya,hari ni dia hilang di pandangan mata...
kau sahabat karibku,yang dah bnyk berjasa pdku..ak tujukan khas buatmu,walau ku tahu apa yg ku lakukan x kan bermkne lg...tp ini sahaja penghargaan yg mampu ku berikan buatmu...

terlalu bnyk kenangan aku dgn ko...kte knl sjk sk rendah ag..tp bila da f5 bru rpt gler coz kte 1 bilik...
umah ak pon dkt ngan ko...pape ko yg akan tlg ak g sane sini naek motor...paling ak xley lpe tyme kte nek motor dlm ujan...ko ngan ak mmg bsh kuyup la...smpay hosteldue2 demam..haha...adess..sdeyh2...:'(

ak rindu ko ketawe..ko kalau wat lawak..mmg la...x thn aku...kte sokmo gado tyme kat bilik dlu..tp swonok sgt...

kadet polis ag...mcm2 la kwnku...n ak egt the last time ak jpe ko...

ak bg ko sijil ko,then ak slm ko,ak minta maaf...ko senyap n senyum kat ak..n ak rse mcm sgt bermkne senyum tu...skrg bru ak tahu kenape...

2 3 ari ni,ak x tng sgt duduk,ak rse x sdp ati lgsg,rse na nanges je...then before this ak ad mimpi ak ne g jpe ko...this morning sgale yg menjadi persoalan terjawab...

pemergian ko,amat terasa ziea,walaupun ak da lame x jpe ko...ak doakan smoge kau ditempatkan dlm kalangan org2 yg beriman...insyaAllah....

ALFATIHAH
Sharifah Zieadatun Syed Badrulzaman
8/12/2010
2 muharram 1432

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

Hijrah baru...

dah masuk tahun yang baru,mesti ada azam yang baru kan?
mestilah,apapun kita mesti berusaha untuk berubah jadi yang lebih baik,
walaupun sikit2...something is better than nothing right?
x dinafikan ssh na berubah,tp x susah bila kita da mulakan..btul...
berubah ni mcm inertia...:)
makin berat kita berubah,makin susah nak mulakan gerakan tu,,
tapi bila da bergerak,susah nak berhenti...
nak gerakkan mesti kene ad effort...
I want to be better of course,biarlah org x nmpk...asalkan I"ll feel better from before...
let bygone be bygone...the future is waiting for you....huhu..:P

bnykkan amal,kerna usia itu singkat,mati itu dekat,sesal sebelum segalanya tamat...

Thursday, December 2, 2010

so busy nak mati.. :S

wah...it takes too long na post new entry...this time so BUSY  yg teramat sgt2...
sumpah glerr rse x pernah busy cmni spnjg di asasi ni..

firstly psl MALAM EMAS...
then,pasal DEBAT (nmpk,smpai tulisan pon merah)...
pastu barulah keje tutorial yg agk2 usik x usik...

fuhh,seyes penat...balik tido..bgn g kls...
sorry to my dear TASHA<3 coz jrg dpt msg ngan kamu...hope kamu fhm yep..but i'll owez try to not lost contact k? :))

adess...hope i sukses 4 everything...quite tough but at least i'll try my best....

tiada yg mustahil kalau aku berusaha..:)