aku sang pengecut..:S

hakikatnya,aku bukanlah seorang yang berani...aku mmg seorang yg sgt pengecut...bkn mksd berani yang tidak takut pd ape2...*sbnr2nye mmg ak pengecut pon..:P*...but this is about feelings..

aku sebenarnya amat takut utk menyayangi seseorang walaupun aku sebenarnya sgt mudah menyayangi seseorang...kenape??sbb aku takut utk berharap...takut utk mengharap yg org yg aku syg tu akan syg aku blik...it's true..i'm sooo sensitive...*this cant be avoided =.="*...n yg pling ditakuti adlh..ak tkot kehilangannye...cuz i've been through many relationships with many kind of people....n i just like can predict what will happen if i do this or that...

but now,i try....i'll owez loving the one that i really love...i dont mind if u dont love me...but as long u know that i owez love you,n when u need me,i owez here 4 u...n make sure that everytime u c me...u owez feel happy n really comfortable n wiping all your tears...:)

itulah DUNIA...

and what's actually that really SCARED me is....
my LOVE  TO   ALLAH...
aku tidak mahu kasih ku terhadap manusia melebihi kasihku terhadapMu YA ALLAH...
aku memohon kepadaMu,ya RABBI...

"YA ALLAH,kurniakan aku cinta kepadaMu,

cinta kepada hamba2 yg mencintaiMu,

dan kepada apa sahaja yang mendekatkan aku dengan cintaMu,

dan jadikanlah ia lebih berharga dari air yang dingin bagi org2 yang kehausan...

dan kau lindungiku Ya Allah,agar kasihku terhadap hamba2Mu,

tidak melebihi kasihku padaMu,

YA ALLAH"

~amin~

for the eternity love...LOVE to ALLAH...
thanx ALLAH for gives me this really wonderful feeling...
thanx ALLAH for gives me someone that really makes me happy..
thanx ALLAH for everything that certainly i cant count it..it's infinity...;)
ALHAMDULILLAHx11

11/1/11

ape yg spesel sgt 11/1/11 ni?

spesel nye sbb dye bnyk sgt no 1..:D...

tarikh ni yg bkl mengubah hidupku..nape ek?hmm~

surat utk diri ku...

Assalamualaikum....arina,arina....nape sejak dari satu hari tu,arina da bnyk berubah...bukan berubah jd baik,tp x..:(...nape arina?...

dulu arina x penah skip lecture..tbe skrg arina x kesah pon na skip...:(

dlu arina takut na tdo dlm lecture hall,tp skrg arina selambe je tdo..:(

dlu arina x ske salin tutorial org len,tp skrg arina mcm bnyk je menyalin org lain punye..:(

dlu arina xla sllu sket,tp skrg asek2 saket pale..dmm...=.="

dlu arina rjin trun riadah,tp skrg arina rjin tdo(penat kot)...:P

tgk la bnyknye arina berubah...ish3...

arina x kesian ke kat diri arina sendiri??mcmne na dpt 4 flat mcm ni?

bole ke agk2nye kalau diteruskan....MESTILAH X kan...

arina2~..arina skrg makin bnyk keje...kene la pandai uruskan satu2...

arina2~..arina kene ubah balik semua yg x patut arina buat...

arina kene jadi lagi baek,bukan jadi lg x baik...

arina pas ni kene rajin wat keje,kene sllu study,kene jage kesihatan..

kalau x sihat pon,kene kuatkan diri...

arina jangan manjakan sgt diri arina yg mmg da manje tu..(haha..ykew..:P)

kalau org lain bole buat nape arina xleh?

kalau xleh berubah bnyk2,ubahlah sket2...

arina kuat...arina boleh buat...insyaAllah...:))

mcm tu la kesah dye...

nor arina mokhtar yg baru akan kembali..:)
>.<

friends...:|

when we talk about friends,its hard to describe...

ade kwn yg jnis x bole dikongsi2,ade pulak jnis kwn yg baek dgn sume...

saje wat intro mcm tu..act,i just want to xpress ap yg tga terbuku dlm hati ni...

myb most of readers will say "ala,ko ni pkir sgt sa hal mcm ni..wat bodo suda.."..

mmg pon x dinafikan..but my heart is so sensitive...how could I not to think about it?

to my dearest friend(kalaulah dye tahu ni dye),i love you so much...i want to b by ur side..owez..coz u owez make me happy n i owez want to make u happy...tp sbnrnye,ap la sgt...to be ur bestfren is just like impossible coz kte bru je knl...n u pon da ad ur bestfren...

n td ble nmpk mate yg merah mcm sdeyh je...

me:nape ni?

u:xde pape...(okay,thts lame..=.=')

myb smtin wrong tp ak rse mcm xde hak nk tany...

then when u go out,i try to follow u...

but then my steps terberhenti dgn cepatnye,

coz u r wif ur frenz...

then i just leave u...

*mcm drama pon ada..hahaXD...pape je la arina ni..

ntahlah...just na rpt coz i feel like nobody here can cheer me like u do...
tp ble dpt warn wlupun mcm maen2,but smtimes i feel like x bole rpt dgn ko..
ape pndpt korg when someone says "dont steal my friend!"...
u will feel guilty when u close to him/her rite although its not seyes?

bkn ape,myb i feel that bcoz it happenned to me..T.T
*da..abaikan..

but anyway thanx 4 being such a nice fren to me...

u r a good friend..
ily,imy...<3.

p/s=i'm not les oke!!:PP

2011

Alhamdulillah,masih dipanjangkan umur untuk menjejakkan diri dalam tahun 2011...
kali ni,terasa kesunyian menyambut tahun baru.biasanya,detik 12 malam mesti akan countdown...ngan mama or sape2 la....but this time,so lonely...

i'm on my bed,just heard other people outside there countdown...n the sound of fireworks(bkn lgu firework oke...:P)....rse na nanges pon ade...tp bkn ape sgt pon...biasenye ade org anta msg epy new year,,,berduyun2...
tp kali ni.............xde pon....mmg sunyi la...smpai pgi besoknyr pon xde lg mcg...
hmm...;(...

nevermind,just le the past, n start a new life....hope this year will be better than my last year...but i know bnyk gle keje na dibuat...mybe this year lbih mencabar...but i'll make it more fun1..huhu(ye2 je)....

skrg ni pon tga dmm~...cpt2 la baek oi....huhu...ya Allah,berikan aku kesihatan badan untukku menunaikan segala tanggungjawab ku dengan baik...amin...

royal 2010

sebenarnya,da lame nak post.tp sblm ni hajat x kesampaian...bz sgt kot...anyway,saje nak kongsi dgn semua...

ROYAL~2010 

dis is my experience g debat...:)..it's fun...mcm2 da jadi..huhu...n rmai kwn baru...dat is da most important...

let me tell one by one...

mcmane boleh involve???

kia:sape yg minat na msuk debat?

me:nak msuk...(tibe2 je..XD)

kia:seyes ni?owg na anta name n no ic ni...

me:emm,seyes kot..nk la...

kia:oke...sape lg nk?

fidah:ak nk jgk...

kia:btul ke ko nk msuk...

fidah;ak kalau arina masuk ak on je..(haha:DD...fidah ni)

kia:oke la..ak anta name tau...

mcm tu la lbeyh kurang cternye..not exactly la...

then,1st time training dgn sorg mamat PASUM yg ak x pernah nmpk pun sblm ni..

SHAHRULAIDI...skip>>>

hanya beberapa kali je praktis.but start mggu na pergi da hari2 kne praktis..penat gler...balik kul bape..nvr mind..skip lagi:((>>>...

tibe la mse bertolak ke UTHM,JOHOR...

mlm b4 pergi tdo kul 5 pagi...bgun kul 6.50 kot...skjp jeh...then da siap trun kul 8.30..*thanx mira coz teman:))*

tgu kat bawah...tp xde org pon...biar btol...igt kan da g..rpe2nyer sme x siap ag...huhu..i'm da 1st..

naek bas...duduk je dlm bas,trus tdo...ngantuk gler...+.+...zZZzzzz(xtau ap yg berlaku mse ni.dgr dyeowg wat bising jeh..)

sdr2 benti kat rnr....

pas mkn,nmpk la taman..:P..kteowg yg kbosanan ni pon maen la..XD..sbnrnye ad tanda.."kanak2 shj"..tp mase tu mcm buat2 xnmpk je la..:P

                                                                     haha...see???

                                           nmpk x ad tulis "knk2 shj" kat situ..XD

                            tp ak pon terlibat...:PP

then g baskin robin...bdk2 ni minx belon..ak yg bli aiskrim...adesss..=.='

                                                                         nyummy~

msuk la bas balik...mse ni x tdo da...bru la borak2 ngan sme2...bru knl2...part yg pling best is the TEKA-TEKI...n BLACK MAGIC...mcm2 tol....tp swonok r..haha....

......da sampai.....

msuk la blik...agk berhabuk la..pandai2 la kms....tp kat sini mmg bnyk ulat gonggok...eeeeeeeee~xp

xpela..abaikan...bsoknye bertanding...mls la na cter sume mende....

mse free g jln2...tgk wyg,men bowling,karaoke....(x igt tu bdk pasum tgh tggl kls yg berlmbk2..haha)

enjoy glerrr....

na blik UM smule rse mls sgt2..aduyai...pnt+boring...tp na wat cne an...ape pon...royal mmg best..:))

mari sy knl kan ahli2 royal..:))

ni AMAL,org yg pling rapat time royal...knl pon time royal..XD...mase mule2 nmpk mcm sombongnye...tp try la tgur..."hi,sy arina"...formal gler..klaka la...then time kat uthm la bru knl dye...baek orgnye...n memahami...dye ske tgk karakter org...n bole tahu ciri2 seseorg tu...hee~tp an amal ni,kalau bersiap..lame....pnt deh nak tgu...xpelah,nseb bek cantik..:DD..semua nak knl amal....pastu ske tany "btul2?" kalau dye x caye smtin...huhu...

KIA...b4 dis da knl tp x knl sgt...but ble time royal ni la bru dpt knl dye sbnrnye...sensiif orgnye...baek je...mgkin klu org laen yg x nmpk xkan tahu sape die...ni pon lagi sorg siap lmbt...wsenye org cntik ni mmg perlukan mse lebih sket utk mencantikkan diri mereka yg dh sedia cntik..:DD...n ske sgt amek gmbr...pnuh gmbr dye saje dlm fon ak..haish...haha..tp xpe..

FIDAH...ni mmg da lame knl la kan..tau da bdk sorg ni cne...pidah sllu menceriakan keadaan yg sgt sunyi,,,haha...ckp x benti...n try to ceriakan org yg sdg tegang...n dye sllu gak ceria..:))..n digosipkan dgn LAN..hee~

abg AZZAIRI...orgnye yg sgt lawak...n sgt ske menceriakan org lain...tp sgt kuat kelentong..haha...sket2 ckp "seyes2"...nk bg org confident..tp mmg da trg2 dye kelentong..haha...pape je la...n ske gak ckp "wat i miss?","wat so eva"...n ape ntah lg...tp dye la yg pling baek ngan sme...bnyk membantu..thanx...n da first one call me "AYIN"..haha..x bley bla...so,i call him "abg AJAI"...:pp...

abg DAUS...smtimes seyes,smtimes funny...tp ble buat lwk mmg la lwk...(mmg la wat lwk jd lwk...=.=??)..ske sgt tiru gaye org lain...haha..baek je orgnye...n bnyk jgk membantu...thanx..

LAN...ni la penyelamat group debat kami(junior 2)...digelar wikipedia bergerak...haha..so genius...smue mende ad dlm kepale dye...dr A-Z...mamat ni kalau gelak mmg x egt dunie terus....haish...n ske sgt wat sweet..gentleman r tuh..haha...n digosipkan ngan pidah..due org ni mmg la saje je...tp dye owg xde pape pon sbnrnye..just frenz..:)

abg ARIF...nmpk cm senyap je org nye...tp berckp la jgk...rmai org ske tgk bulu mate dye...haha...sgt pnjg...

dye pon pnjg orgnye...:D...mgkin org yg pling baek antre org lain...hahahaha....

abg ADI...hahaha...sgt comel...ske sbut "like2 jah"...tp ske gak emo x psl2..haha...tp dye maen2 je...sllu gak wat drama ngan abg asri...

yg len ak x knl sgt....

shahrul-kdg keras pale gak dye ni...tp act dye baek je...cme,ad smtin psl dye yg ad org tau,ad org x tau...ntahlah...----

abg dayat-org yg sgt smart terutama dlm pemakaian...mcm tentera pon ade...

abg asri-ckp x henti2...time nak blek ske ckp.."TYDP,mereka x tunjukkan.."..haha..dye tru gaye smone..x knl pn sape...wlupun dye ad pndpt sndri tp dye still trime pndpt org lain...

lukman-org yg ckpnye ksr...tp try utk berlembut ble ckp ngan pompuan...ye la...dr kcik skula laki kan...

wee-org cina kelantan...ske dgr dye ckp..haha...bnyk jgk membantu time royal...n mementingkan smgt berpasukan------.-

thats the review tntg org2 dlm royal...

kpd org2 di atas~

maaf kalau ad tersalah bicare n smtin yg x kne n 4 da pics kalau x ske or xde....thanx 4 everything...goodluck..:)